mon we had our meeting with jessica and joyce only everyone else is done and have signe doff so now its just jessica watching me now and then for a lil while.well when johny came home from school he had a goose egg so i was watching him and my kitchen wasnt as cleana s it usually is...lunch dishes and i needed to mop.she said she would be back thurs at 4 buut she never came back ..now i am worried cause i blew up a lil but later apolgized ..i am scared what if she is gonna take my kids caus ei got mad??can she do that??

The kids have been sick so they have not been in school and i have missed worked.Now i am sick so i am working hard to find a new job cause sure they well not save mine long.i MEAN I WAS PAST 90 days but they wont hold it forever and i really didnt like that job any way i need to have a job in my skills what do i know about warehouses .I am afrauid if i keep doing this job ill lose the baby ;-(
I WELL KEEP YOU POSTED BUT IF ANYONE HAS ANY IDEAS PLEASE POST

oK TODAY was a frustrating day !Veronica was sick and johny was cranky.Thankfully he wa soff from 7 am til 1130 to school but i was stuck at home with the baby .and she just wanted to be snuggled which i normally love.But with Jessica probly doing a popin since she didnt come yesterday i need the house spotless ...i cant  mess this up its my kids at stake

All About Me

Hi My name is Marisia and I am the mom of 2 small kids at home.There are more kids but they are not at home and well get to them later.I am writing this blog as a release and/or journal keep track of my day.My son Johny Mark well be 5 March 4 but he is at the level of a 2-3 year old as he is autistic.He is in school and soon well start more therapy at home.I also have a precious 1 year old named Veeronica Nicole.Sh is not autistic and developmentally on cue.You may ask what about dad? There dad wasin the picture Johnys 1st 4 years of life but when we moved he became ill with pneumonia but the dr did not medicate him and he got worse and now he is in a nursing home on a ventilator,But this well not be a pity party but as i said before a release. After he sick his family came from holland and started o make trouble.They told the hospital lies about me and got cps involved.They spent 4 mos in a foster home while i had to stay in a shelter til i found a new home and arranged finances etc!!!The kids hatve now been home fully since July with visits regualaty to check on me.We expect this to close case around april as long as all goes well. I am also trying to finish college with my double major of Graphic Arts and Occupational Therapy. So Now you see why i need a journal to release .iI also well be designing the blog as we go and adding pictures and possible graphic art sections if there is interest!!